as what nic wrote to me in a letter:" there's nothing we cant handle with faith and grit. What lies behind us and in front of us, is nothing compared to whats within us. "
i feel lonely and shattered and tired.

we ask ourselves, who are we to be talented, intelligent, popular, gorgeous?
but, who are we not to be?

here's to determination and will and strength and motivation and courage and happiness and 5 hours of mugging a day.